I wonder, is it possible to be standing at a crossroads without knowing what the roads are? Here I stand, err...sit...with several decisions before me. All of them very different, and having nothing to do with each other, yet somehow mysteriously linked.
Can't wait to see where this life of mine takes me. Anywhere but here, I'm ready to move forward now. Frustrated without frustration. Not that this comment makes any bit of sense in the slightest.
Basically, I have no idea where I'm standing, and no idea where I'm going...but ready to go. I don't even know what this means, I just know that this is.
Sometimes it's so hard to express myself, who I am, what I think, what I feel. Yeah...especially that last one. I think I have the hardest time expressing what I feel. Feelings somehow have a way of eluding my grasp in words.
Blast those fickle emotions.
This crazy little thing called life sure is an interesting experience. Onward, forward, forever moving on. Some of those moments you just want to pause and hold on to forever, others you just want to fast forward through and skip to the next. The harsh reality is that we can't do either.
All we can do is live. All we can do is exist. Just float. I may need to invest in some water wings. Now if only I could figure out what the equivalent of those are in life! haha
Until next time, don't forget to breath.
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