Well, it's been a while since I posted anything. Sorry blogging world. Life has been crazy, to say the least. I've had some wonderful adventures! Life has been good as of late. Also busy and stressful, but really good. Loving the new home, not so much the roommate drama...but such is life. LOVED loved the trip to NYC! And mostly just taking things one day at a time with work and the like.
As per the norm of my blog, there is a new HIM in my life. And he's pretty great. In so many ways. However, I'm a little nervous right now, not knowing what's happening. I mean, I had been freaking out before because...well...we all know my track record lol. But just when I stopped freaking out, and started getting really excited about it, things seemed to change a little in the last week. I'm hoping it's just a coincidence and has to do with other things, and not with me or with us. But never the less, I'm a little nervous. Concerned. Something along those lines. But I've decided to try and stay calm, and to give it a couple weeks to see if things begin feeling more normal again before I say anything. I don't want to stir up any trouble if it's really nothing. I just need to remember to take deep breaths.
I'm really hoping he hasn't been rethinking things, because if that's the case I'm in for another heart break. It seems no matter how hard I try not to, sometimes it's inevitable and I still fall. Yup, I've fallen. Pesky feelings...why must the heart go against logic and the mind!? Oh well. That feeling of falling is kind of fun. And it's life experience. I suppose it's one of those things worth going for, because you never know until you try. Even though it hurts like hell most of the time. Here's hoping...
On an entirely different note...I'm STARVING! And food commercials should be banned. Sorry, guess I'm being a little ADD tonight haha.
So distracted, must be time to wrap this up. So until next time, don't forget to breathe!
I'm off for a movie night. Hopefully it won't be another 3 months until I post again. :) I'll try
